On Reading

March 27, 2021

 Like many of my fellow academics, I feel the pressure of having to continuously write scholarly papers, present them at academic conferences, submit them for peer review and publish them in highly-ranked journals. I share the same responsibilities. The other month, I found myself arriving to campus and walking to my office while talking on the phone, holding the phone in one hand while signing administrative forms with the other. A few months back, I posted on Twitter how I actually had so much stuff to do on campus that I literally did not have one second to eat lunch. I share the same pressures, even though I am single. I can’t even begin to grapple with the challenges facing academic parents/students and those who need to engage in care work, on top of everything else they have.

I’m busy. Super busy. Enjoyably ultra-busy. But one thing I can’t justify is NOT reading, because I have so much work to do. The two things I do Every Single Day is read (at least one journal article, book chapter) and write (however many words, sentences, and paragraphs I can). I am tired of the trope that “the time we spend reading isn’t writing.”  I am, sometimes, guilty of spouting this fallacy myself.

To test this trope, last week I experimented with literally writing out of thin air. I sat down and started typing words related to specific papers I’m writing. I was able to crank out 3545 NEW words in 5 days, which is what it is — as I’ve said before, I’m not obsessed with word count. I will leave the discussion on producing new words, edited words, and revised words for another blog post. I wrote 2545 words without using a prompt to help me write. This process was PAINFUL. I did not allow myself any reading. I was simply supposed to WRITE. 


During this last week, I wrote stuff that was associated with several of my projects but aided by prompts, specifically articles or books I had already read, or that I was reading to prepare for my next dissertation chapter. This integration really facilitated my progress, which I’m measuring not by the number of words I’ve written so far, but by the fact that I have begun to really grapple with some rather challenging concepts in water conflict (such as the fact that cooperation isn’t necessarily the lack of conflict). It’s really important that we realize that reading is legitimate, and engaged reading (such as highlighting, scribbling on the margins, writing handwritten or typed notes about a journal article, book chapter, book, report, or even data table) is part of the writing process. Reading is INTEGRAL to the academic writing process.

To share another example: this morning, I woke up, got my coffee and spent 2 hours reading a few journal articles relating to this specific section of my dissertation chapter. Reading this article, highlighting key passages, finding relevant quotations, and writing (by hand) important ideas.  Doing this allowed me to find some key ideas that I think are relevant not only to the chapter I am preparing, but also to my greater research as a whole. Taking the time to really sit down, read, and engage deeply allowed me to create new ideas that I am sure will further my project and help us move forward, both conceptually and methodologically. 

In sum, the entire point of this blog post was to remind my fellow scholars (and myself) that reading is an integral part of writing, and that if we don’t read, and make time to read, we will probably not be able to situate our scholarship within the global scholarly literature. I know we are all busy, but if I may be so bold to suggest, I strongly believe we ought to make time to read at least one journal article or book chapter a day. I know this is tough. I spent 2 hours on this particular article, and I am 3 pages in. But, hey, that is okay and better than yesterday. 

Navigating Research in the New Normal

March 27, 2021

After a long year of dealing with the global COVID-19 pandemic and with vaccines rolling out globally, many academic communities are looking ahead to the post-pandemic world. The challenges and changes to our lives will continue into 2021 and beyond, highlighting the need to find new and innovative ways to dive back into research. COVID-19 shifted virtually everyone’s timelines & goals to complete a thesis, dissertations, next article, or monograph. As we configure what our new normal looks like at home, we also have to keep in mind that this extends to our research plans and travels. How do we begin? What should we expect? 

   

Goal Setting:

 

The first, and arguably most crucial shift in academic research, has to be in the stages of research plan and preparation. COVID-19 has demonstrated to us to expect the unexpected and to make not one but several plan A’s, plan B’s, and so on. In planning my doctoral research, I became entrenched in the idea it will be this way or no way. Although even in pre-pandemic times, this practice was frowned down upon, most still only planned for an idealized version of a research trip and a more practical version. This does not entail the logistics of going from point A to point B to point C, but more about “I have a particular research question(s), and this is the method of how I will attempt to solve it.”

 

In this new normal, I would encourage taking ample time at the initial stage of research to layout multiple methodologies on how you will answer your big research question for your dissertation, article, book. At UT-Austin, prospective Ph.D. candidates often do this in the middle of their comprehensive exams (third year), which is a nightmare since this sort of planning goes on the wayside while reading an upward of 200 books and writing your portfolio. Looking back, I would have devoted my summer before beginning comps to two things. First, conducting scouting research in one or two archives that would be of value. Secondly, and what I missed, after returning from scouting trips, I would expound upon my one or multiple research questions that I aimed to solve through your year-long research trip and map out various plans on how to accomplish this. That way, if a global pandemic comes along, or even a fried computer, family issues, or whatever comes along, you can have a concrete plan set to mitigate that. As well, doing this before you move through comps allows for time to change and adjust things as you incorporate methods or ideas from your reading into it. 


 

On the department side, I would encourage faculty and staff to advocate and develop seminars EARLY on, think first or second-year, on not only planning research trips, but just going over various methodologies, ways of answering research questions, to introduce students to the ways research has changed. No longer does one need to travel to write a thoroughly researched piece, so from day one, we need to encourage a diversification of what research looks like as a Ph.D. As a Ph.D. candidate who came straight from my undergraduate institution, I received no formal training in developing a methodology to answer my big questions. Providing a space for students to workshop and test ideas, reflect on ones that worked and did not work will help navigate this stage and developing multiple, flexible plans to help you finish your dissertation. 

 

Logistical Planning:

 

A significant benefit that the pandemic has provided is tapping into how virtually connected we as individuals and institutions are. From dropping in on zoom conferences to libraries increasingly releasing digitized information, to our love/hate relationship to Haithi Trust, researchers are not simply limited to doing physical research at the location. Part of developing your methodology is looking at what is available to you virtually. Look into essential libraries or repositories that hold items about your research. Ask scholars, graduate students, or others who are working on adjacent topics as yours. One of the most significant resources I have found is by joining academic Twitter. In this post-pandemic world, more people are willing to share places and resources that helped them. Compiling lists of these resources will help you to pinpoint gaps you may have and where you may have to travel to acquire what you need. 

 

Once you have an idea of places you need to visit, the next step is looking at individual archives and institutions to see what new policies are in place for visiting scholars. Since policies are ever-changing, developing a working relationship with archivists or scholars at the particular institution will be the best way to be apprised of changes, updates, closures, etc. From my experience, posted information online may only reflect procedures in months past, and generally, smaller archives and libraries will only update annually or biannually. Crucial questions to ask are whether there is a reservation system in place to limit the number of researchers in at a particular time, if there is a paperwork process to register yourself before entering, or if you need to go in person ahead of time to register yourself? How many documents/folders/boxes are they allowing one person to check out at a time? Do you need home institution sponsorship? Are there changes due to COVID-19? Gloves and mask policies? Having these answers will help prepare yourself before going into the field, but if you have to petition to travel to your home institution, it will help strengthen your proposal. 

 

If you are going abroad, a crucial step is looking at entrance/exit requirements. If you hold a United States passport, most places require a visa to enter, even if you are staying for under 90-days. Again, these guidelines are ever-changing, so a good bet is emailing the respective embassy listing who you are/what institution you are affiliated with, how long you think you are going, and why. While embassy websites typically are more up to date, the purpose of your travel may not solely fall under “business” or “study,” so speaking directly with a representative will help you navigate this. Most visas require you to apply 90 days before travel, so mark that in your calendar early on to allow for ample time if you need to travel to the particular embassy, etc. As well, ask about quarantine requirements once you enter the country. Some countries require you to quarantine in a specific location; some give you a GPS tracker to check-in, others have other policies in place. You will need to allow time if there is a mandatory quarantine to not eat into the time you are spending researching. 

 

For flights, mainly international, many airlines are piloting a program called “COVID tested flights.” This requires you to get a PCR test 48-hours in advance, a rapid test at the home airport as well at the arrival airport. It is a fabulous option to look into because it mitigates as many risks as possible getting on an airplane. In planning flights, look into reducing the number of layovers you can to minimize exposure in transit. This will most likely cost more money than the multi-layover options, but if you can budget that in, it will be the safest option for you and those you come into contact with once you arrive.

 

In terms of housing, there are several options. I have found apartments for rent Facebook groups to be the most successful place to find accommodation for super cheap. Traditionally, I will book an Airbnb or the like for a week or two and spend some time scouting leads from Facebook groups. That way, I can meet with the person beforehand, know what neighborhood the apartment is in, and am protected in case something falls through. Also, as many people and businesses are suffering, it helps locals instead of throwing money at large organizations. Even if you do not book until closer to your travel date, having an idea of what is out there will again give you as much flexibility as possible if travel conditions change. 

 

Now you have the basics down; the final step would be checking into your university or institution's travel policies to see if there is an application process to travel. Speaking from working at the University of Texas at Austin, the International Oversees Committee and Global Risk and Safety require you to apply to travel regardless of where you go. This is a twelve-page proposal you submit about six weeks before your proposed travel. You will outline your answers to most of the questions above. Take this application seriously and write down as much as possible for each question. It may seem repetitive, but going as in-depth as possible will make your application that much stronger. I would recommend, however, not to book anything until your application is accepted. While this will require you to book things quite quickly, it is beneficial for many reasons. The most significant benefit is that you will be close enough to the time of travel that considerable changes are unlikely. Second: you have most everything laid out, so it will not be a strenuous process to do so.

 

Final Considerations: 

 

No research is worth putting your health nor others’ at risk. There was a time I was willing to do whatever it took to complete my research. It is incredibly difficult to navigate the present blurry line of what is safe and what is not. Any dissertation, article, or thesis produced during COVID-19 is going to be as strong as it can be, considering the circumstances. Whatever research is missing can be incorporated into future projects when you feel safe to travel again. 

 

This advice is to help mitigate any safety concerns that may arise if you decide to travel in the coming months. Be intentional and cautious with planning archival trips, try to spend your money locally as much as possible, and you will have overcome the challenge of researching in this “new normal.”

27/3/2021

March 27, 2021

 The word liminality, is derived from the Latin word limen, meaning threshold.  Liminality is the transitional period or phase of a rite of passage, during which the participant lacks social status or rank, remains anonymous, shows obedience and humility, and follows prescribed forms of conduct, dress, etc. A state of liminality is one where the order of things has been suspended.  It is an unsettling arena where I am learning to steer my vehicle and hoping very soon to guide it towards finding my new self. In liminality, the past is brought into play only briefly to review the loss.  It is the future and the promise of transformation that I find so heartening about liminality. 

So often do we find ourselves in liminal spaces, but only upon inner reflection do we recognize that we are or once were in one. Over the last eleven days, I have been quarantining in an apartment, thousands of miles away from my home. This time, between leaving the place I have felt the most comfortable to beginning the next stage of my work, has been a liminal space for me for a variety of different reasons. The most obvious being this period of waiting to leave, to explore, to begin my next journey in writing my dissertation. This moment of patient calmness, of not doing much, of just being with myself, by myself before the rush begins.

 

But in a more esoteric way, quarantine has forced me to confront liminality in my life as a whole. Before leaving the States, I made a commitment to myself to end a chapter of my life, to turn to the next chapter, and write a new one. I had been living in a way for the last years and realized that those habits were no longer serving me. I promised myself, even as hard as it will be, to break from the prior normal, to begin anew. This period has been marked by learning how to simply be with myself, not consumed by the business of life. To learn the depth of myself through my thoughts, feelings, perspectives. For the first time in my life, I have experienced myself unhindered by the mask of something else. It is both scary and liberating at the same time. 

 

Liminality is often viewed through the lens of grief. The moments after a loved one dies and before you dive into the newness of life without that person. This time for me has been one of grief, as I am learning to let go of my complacency of my life prior, and walk into the scariness of the future. It is so easy to remain in the past, with its known habits, routines, and comfort. However, only through liminality and then moving past it, do we grow into a version of ourselves that is stronger, better, and more our own. 

 

Documenting experiences makes them more real; the act of documenting and sharing the documentation structures the liminal space and gives it purpose that one can control. Part of my grieving process has been through my writing, whether it be journaling or typing up my feelings. It has given me the power to observe and record my feelings, however temporary they may be, to understand how I am moving through this time. I am acknowledging that loss cannot be given up in total and at once. That is one of the benefits of liminality- you can simply be, hovering in the wistfulness of the past, while starting to create your future. What was once a world I cherished and adored, is now turned upside down and I am on the threshold of Betwixt-and-Between-Land.

 

It is hard giving up and moving past something that you believed defined your identity. At the very least, moving beyond something that was so ingrained into your life that it was second nature. However, once you realize that no longer serves you, you cannot go back. You learn ways to both replace it with something else or redefine your relationship with what was once it. I have so much hope for this new normal, however, moving into the future is scary because it is on me to redefine myself. 

Research Year Pt. 1: The Planning Process from First Year

July 27, 2019

I am going to start off by saying that I am writing this from three weeks in to my research stint abroad. Therefore, I am by no means an expert on this topic, and I predict that my rationale, methods, mood, etc., will oscillate and change through this whole process. That is precisely, though, why I am documenting this to convey and debunk some of the myths that I held about life beyond comps and planning for research year, while still in this process, reflecting, and figuring things out for myself. So, while it is still fresh, I want to write about the last few years, focusing on how to prepare for more or less a year-long stint traveling, either domestically or internationally. I am going to talk less on specifities of where I am going, and just what I did.

I also want to put in a bit of a disclaimer. I am going based solely off of my experience and what I did leading up. I recognize that I am extremely privileged being that I am on my own without a partner, child(ren), or those that I need to care for, that I conducted prelim research in a country that is somewhat easy and inexpensive to travel to and from, and that I had access to pots of funding to conduct these trips during the summer months. Take what you can from this.

To start off: I have known since the beginning of my second year that my research year would put me squarely in Mexico City, Mexico for at least half of the year or more. So, with the generous help of the History Department at UT, I was able to take two scouting trips, one at the end of first year, and a longer one at the end of second year. I cannot say this enough: these trips were invaluable for many reasons that I get into below. Manage what you can, with what you can, but try to do as much scouting as you can beforehand. 

The first trip I spent two weeks, which was only enough time work-wise for general introductions to some of the archivists at one of the places that I would be working at, get updated indexes for this particular archive, and do some cursory document collecting. This worked perfectly for a few different reasons. First, I had never been down to Mexico City, so it allowed me to get a feel for the city, for the areas I would want to stay, and the general gist of how things worked in the archives. It allowed me to test a workflow that I had in mind when collecting and going through documents, which ultimately failed, and I still have a few folders of documents that I haven’t touched since that year. But hey, low stakes and a good trial run. Another big thing that was beneficial about this short trip was that it enabled me to work at a paid internship at the Latin American Library at UT, which set me up for two more years of paid work, great experience, and connections to many of the visiting scholars there. The summer after first year does not have as much pressure to be hard core parcore research heavy, so having my focus be on the internship, getting acquainted with where I would most likely be researching, and test-driving how to collect and manage massive amounts of data worked well. Takeaways: I have learned graduate school is figuring out your personal style of navigating the “hurry up, but slow down” mentality. First year summer’s primary focus should be on finding an internship or an opportunity that you can build up experience, read more literature in your field, save up money, and recoup from the first year. If you are able to do some archival research, especially if you have not been to the location you are thinking of, try to make it work, but it is not an absolute necessity. IMO start saving money and recharging, being the last “break," should take precedence.

Second year, or for my department, the final year of coursework, focuses on sharpening two sets of writing skills; on one hand, to ultimately draft a large-scale term paper or masters report, and on the other, starting to practice writing grant applications. Both of these processes, in separate but equally important ways, helps you to fine-tune what exactly your dissertation project will initially look like. Something that I brought from my process of applying to graduate schools is to start EARLY creating an excel document of things you’ll be applying for. In this case, for grants, including information like when they are due, what they require, website of requirements/application, etc., of not only ones I could apply for in second or third year, but also ones I had general interest in. Starting to compile this during second-year will help enormously moving forward, as many of the bigger applications for research year are due in the fall, meaning you should start working on them during the summer between second and third year, and we all know how hard it is to corral faculty during the summer. I have four different tabs on this spreadsheet, a pre-research, research, writing/writing competition, post-doc. 

Although this may seem excessive, starting in second year will allow you to just add to it when you see an email come in with a grant that seems particularly interesting to you, whether it be something you can apply for currently or something in three years. Add in as many as possible, even if they seem like a long-shots. The whole name of the game is applying for as much as possible. You will get rejected by many, unfortunately that is the process, but the sting burns less with time (perhaps? It still hurts), and the more you apply, the more of a shot you have in getting one. Also, you have no idea where your research may develop as you move along through the process, so adding in things to the spreadsheet that may have only a slight relevance to your current research, may prove to be THE ONE later on. I think my sheet has about 100 currently, some I probably will never apply for but it never hurts. It will also save you a massive amount of time just sitting through and google searching or scouring H-net for grants that you can apply for. Asking around, particular older students, looking at CV’s of people in your field to see what they’ve received, taking note when you read monograph acknowledgements, seeing even applicants that are applying to work on your department’s CVs are great ways to know which ones you should add to your list. 

So, with this in mind, I took a stab at applying for a few different grants during my second year, which was a great, low stakes way to practice writing these persnickety things and build up those hard-hitting lines that every grant-reviewer looks for. As well, it helped me work out some of the ideas I wanted to develop on in my research during that summer and helped me build relationships with the members that I wanted to be on my comps/dissertation committees. Building this process of looking for potential grants, drafting some of the shittiest first copies of these grant proposals, asking for feedback early on, and honing on these skills allowed me to spend six weeks my second-year summer down in Mexico City getting in research that would give me specifities that I needed to write larger grant applications, as well to write my dissertation prospectus that following spring. I was able to build a folder of grant proposal iterations that proved invaluable to draw upon for some of the writing projects I did during third-year while reading for comps. 

This second pre-dissertation-research research trip I would argue was the most invaluable for me as a person and for the development of my project. For one, I spent the entire trip by myself. The first go-around I traveled with a friend, which worked out so well for the purpose of the trip of getting adjusted and acquainted to Mexico City, which is extremely large and overwhelming despite having lived in large international cities before. Going by myself, however, gave me time to figure out how I wanted to research/work/live a little more long-term. Being on the younger-end of graduate students, this experience taught me that research involves little-to-none daily or weekly accountability, so it forced me to develop both the mindset that this is a work trip, not a party-vacation trip, and methods that I can put into place to allow me to be as productive as possible. From my perspective currently, building these skills with higher stakes, but still not as high stakes as full on research year, are proving invaluable to ease myself into being a full-time researcher, at least for this period. Especially as I did not go through a Masters program prior to starting, which would also be a great time to create these habits, this was crucial for me to gain confidence that I could do this. During this time, I was also able to solidify relationships with researchers and archivists that I am working with now, make connections with sponsors for some of my larger grants, and test another workflow for how I would manage documents. 

This trip was far from easy, however. With my failed first stab at collecting documents, I came prepared with a new method (that I currently am using and will elaborate on in a connected post) and ready to get as much work done as possible. As life happens, though, the first week I was in Mexico City, I spilled a latte on my brand-new laptop, absolutely frying my hard-drive. So, while I was not able to use this workflow, this trip taught me another key research-year skill, how to not absolutely melt down when a key tool you need is out of commission, and how to pivot to still get as much work done as possible. So, while I ended up spending umtheenth more hours processing the documents I collected after I got back into the States and acquired a new, functional laptop, this trip really gave me a sliver of confidence that I can work in a foreign country, I can maneuver my way around difficulties that arise, and I can thrive despite it all. Mind you, being 23 at the time, this is HEADWAY. 

Comps year. This is why building, layering, and practicing these skills are so crucial before you are hit with a 150+ book list, TA responsibilities, life, and what-have-you. First off, especially if you are going to be traveling away from where your university or where you are currently are located, have in mind a time that you want to leave for research and adjust your housing for third year based off of that. I made the mistake of starting a January-January lease my second until third year, which resulted in me paying premium prices for a six-month lease to leave during the summer, which is when I planned to depart. This can be a flexible date in your head at this point, but I will say it is much easier to find short-term housing than trying to get out of a lease. Beyond having rough dates and budgetary ideas in mind for however many research locations you have, which are needed for many applications, I would not focus as much on clarifying these until spring as much as I would use your time on revising your proposal and getting great letters of recommendations. 

After I came back from my research trip, I immediately took to writing and finessing my grant applications that were due in the fall, which was a great strategy as the documents and my research were fresh in my mind. I would definitely suggest spending August prior to when school starts in session focusing on going through material that you collected and just write, revise, write, revise as much as you can to prepare yourself for applications. Developing a more long-winded proposal and then a short and succient proposal when you have this time will give you the flexibility to edit it to fit whatever application you need. Another key takeaway I have from comps year in regards to the grant writing process, at least for me, is to eliminate as many extraneous responsibilities, projects, etc., to solely focus on reading for comps, writing and revising applications, and TA responsibilities. I made the mistake of continuing an internship that I thought I could handle, on top of writing my master’s thesis, reading for comps, and revising grant applications, which ultimately took away from the quality of applications I wrote in the fall and why my spring was much stronger. As many departments stress to diversify your skill-set, as much as you want to dip your hand into as many things as possible, as much as you have a little bit of a squirrel mind like me, just focus on comps, grants, work, and having a little bit of a social life during third-year. Nothing more, nothing less. Trying to do so much was one of my biggest mistakes of graduate school thus far, and something I sorely regret about the beginning of comps year. 

Come the beginning of spring semester, as my reading was winding down (a touch) and my proposal was strong enough that I only needed to do a bit of revising to send to many applications as possible, I started to map-out what my research year would look like in specifics. Getting a firmer idea in order to start to book flights and accomodations early on that spring was an absolute necessity to help quell nerves that were coming from comps year in general and leaving for research. Spending a weekend or two doing this is something that I would highly recommend as grant money does not come in until middle summer at the earliest, so making your budget as precise as possible, scheduling out when you are going to purchase these expensive front-end things such as flights and housing, thinking about if you need to take out a credit-card, etc., so you avoid paying extra last minute prices, will help you out in the long run. I could talk until the end of the earth how this process really is limiting for many, particularly reimbursement-style grants, but that is not the point of this, this is how I made it work. 

From many of my applications, I had identified a short list of archives that seemed particularly applicable to my research, which straddled between Mexico City and Rome, Italy. Prior researching my previous two summers allowed me to have a SUPER rough feel of how much I could get through weekly. Inevitably as we also have outside lives, I needed to account time and money traveling back and forth to the states for my brother’s wedding the fall of my research year. I knew I would be flying frequently, so I took out an airline-geared credit card to help with the off-period of funding, as well as to bank as many rewards from flying as possible. I am a visual person so I printed a twelve-month calendar and filled in the time that I would need to be traveling for family things to start to mentally block off the time, and then started to map out my archival time at each location to have a general idea. 

Because living in Mexico City is far cheaper than living in Austin, I decided early on that I would leave July. I knew I wanted to split up my year being eight months in CDMX and the other three-four months in Rome. From there, I started looking at Airbnbs for the Mexico leg and settled on the place that I had stayed at the previous year. Some things I would recommend looking into/thinking about beyond the normal safety/price  are 1.) cancellation policies for changing/extending your trip 2.) Airbnb for long-term requires first month up front, as do most apartments, so expect to fork out some extra money for that 3.) transit opportunities from locations to see if you can stay somewhere in the middle to decrease moving places. Airbnb was a crucial choice for me, as staying in the same place two summers in a row gave me the familiarity to jump right into research right away. Additionally, by meeting people, I was able to find a better deal in a better apartment, so having an idea of the cancellation requirements allowed me to commit to this opportunity. (Side note: Always call Airbnb to cancel, they were able to save me a lot of money instead of just changing my reservation online!)

From there, I booked my departing flights and the extraneous flights that I needed. Especially if you are traveling to multiple countries, be sure of Visa requirements. I am able to get by because I am traveling frequently to the US, but Visa paperwork can take months, so schedule that in, if needed. From there, just focus on comps, and following through on plans that you’ve scheduled in. 

I get that this is a TON of information, it is what I intented. Honestly, I never got a play-by-play timeline on how people started to plan their research trips, and I wish I knew what intervals to start things at. If you have any questions, PLEASE let me know, and I will be sure to answer them. If not, I will continue on with how I planned/completed comps year. 

xo




MP #1

February 26, 2019
Whether it is a procrastination phase or a phase that you truly think a middle part looks good on you, we all go through temporary obsessions to then wake up one morning like why on earth am I doing this. Mine recently has been playing food roulette where I do not grocery shop and just buy food on the fly. This has left me hungry constantly and spending way too much money on crappy campus food. So just in time for self-proclaimed meal prep March, I am getting back on my meal prep game. 

I tend to meal prep two different kinds of meals. The first is what I call my staple meals. These are my super simple meals, contain a good ratio of protein to carbs to fats, tons of vegetables and honestly build the basis of what I eat week-to-week. They definitely do not have as much pizazz, but that does not mean they are not delicious. The second kind of meals I always include are my more intensive, recipe-based concoctions that leaves everyone jealous with the delicious smells as I reheat it in the grad student lounge. I typically trade off every other week having a simpler meal then having a more fun, fresh, and fancy one just to mix it up. 

For the first week, I am serving a simplier recipe, my Chicken and Rice "Bake," which looks like mush, but is actually phenomenal, simple, and a great “set it and forget it” crock pot recipe. I grew up eating Stoffer’s chicken and rice bake (10/10 do NOT recommend buying), so this is quite similar and I guess where I got the inspiration but tastes 1000000x better. I don’t typically measure things out for this, pretty much just dump and go, so take the measurements as a guideline and if something doesn’t feel right in your bones, go with your gut.


(Makes 6 meals or 5 if you are hungry) 

You must have: 
Crockpot or a dutch oven
2 sheet pans
Crockpot liners if you are like me and hate cleaning 

Ingredients:
1.35lb chicken breast (you can do chicken thigh for a richer meal, I just stuck with breasts)
¾ container of salsa 
1.25 cups of rice
2.5 cups of low sodium chicken broth
2 bunches of asparagus
Half a bag of broccoli or any other vegetables that have been sitting in the fridge for 2 weeks and needs to be cooked
Olive oil/Salt/Pepper/Paprika (if you do not have these on hand, please click off)

The Hard Part: 
Put your crockpot liner in, lay down half of the salsa. If you do not do this, your chicken will become one with the bottom of your pan (no bueno). Season your chicken with the Salt/Pepper/Paprika and lay them down. Dump the rice in, the chicken broth, and the rest of the salsa. Mix everything up to make sure all the rice has some liquid on it. Cover and put the crockpot on low for 3ish hours. 

I typically do this before I leave for class, come back to the apartment smelling bomb, turn off the crockpot and let it sit. You can shred up the chicken with a fork at this point, but I just let it sit overnight and shredded the chicken up the next morning. 

For the vegetables, line your pan with aluminum foil if again, you are lazy like me and do not clean pans. Oven goes at 400 degrees. Lay down your asparagus/broccoli/other vegetables, I then sprinkle ~1tb EVOO on top, then season. Make sure to toss everything around to be well covered. Pop in the oven for 25 minutes, then start checking every 5 minutes until veggies are cooked to where you like them to be. I sometimes broil everything for 3-4 minutes at the end because I like burned broccoli, so you can do that, but if that is not your jam, cool. Heads up: baking broccoli is THE BEST, but your house will smell weird. You are not doing anything wrong, I think it is the sulfur in it, so make sure to light a candle to offset the smell. 

Once you are all finished, pop everything in a meal prep container, make sure it has cooled down completely before putting in the fridge. 

Bam, meal 1 down. This is on my prep this week, quite excited honestly. My week in food looks like:

Breakfast has been always and forever avocado toast with egg/cheese. I accept my millennial status, and I will not lie, I have been eating this for over two years and am not tired of it yet. If you are so lucky to be in Texas, Central Market Seedsational bread is the best $3.99 bread you can buy. Beware though that this is EXTREMELY filling so highly recommend eating before a nice little walk to campus, or some sort of activity or else you’ll end up like me buying Pepto at the CVS near Café Medici. Great choice to tide you over before an extensive morning or some aggravating meetings. 

I have been in a snacky mood recently, so the mid-day things are all snacks. Apples and peanut butter, hummus and carrots, and grapes and cheese are what I bought this week. Something about grapes and cheese is the perfect combo of sweet and salty, and I stan the combo forever. I will typically take two out of the three with me onto campus for an easy and filling snack. 

Chicken and Rice bake for dinner/late afternoon snack/when I give up the will to hold off eating any more. 

I also have a protein shake somewhere in my day because #gains (jokes) and typically always finish the day off with wine (sorry not sorry). 

Here’s to a “healthier” week of eating and to meal prep March starting this Friday, eek!

2/1/2019

February 01, 2019
One of the greatest finds of my graduate school career, beyond a fascinating dissertation project and some quality friends, was academic Twitter. I used Twitter briefly in undergrad as a joke, and really believed that most grew out of it. Well, I was wrong. After feeling frustrated with a mix of isolation and not knowing really how academics work (I am first-gen grad student coming fresh out of undergrad and a generally confused 24-year old), a friend suggested to me to get twitter and start checking out some accounts. Wow, gamechanger right here. Twitter has grown to become a resource for advice on what to do about writer’s block to navigating some of the un-spoken intricacies of university life, to just learning more about different people’s struggles and day-t0-day life. Conversing with various grad students, professors, and those who decided to leave academia on a wide range of topics really has helped me work better both on my own personal research, and in my personal life as a whole. Also, first access to amazing memes, seeing people’s adorable animals, and some news makes for Twitter to be an amazing tool (most of the time).

Fast forward a year and a half later, still love the platform, and still kicking with it. I wish I could say I have grown on it to be some social media celebrity, but that is definitely not the case. I, though, use it daily, love tweeting and commenting on my daily experiences. But as many know, 140 characters sometimes is not enough to fully express a thought or an idea. So, at some points, while I love using it, for a long-winded person like me, the platform is extremely limiting in a way. Some advice that I have recently taken from it is how valuable doing non-academic writing is for your personal academic writing. And so, this blog (I hate saying blog), was born. Actually, it was technically born while I was researching in Mexico City during the summer of 2018, but now starting this beauty back up. 

Hi! Hello there! This is me, Maddie Olson, actually getting to a project that has been months in the making (shocker). 99% of the time I think I am funny, when I am in fact not, I am professional at knocking into things with my bowlegged legs, or inspiring the wrath of my advisor when I did not proofread enough. In all seriousness, I really would love to use this platform as a place to put longer-form content that Twitter inspires me to write. Particularly, I want to write about my personal graduate school experience and the untold things that I have learned only by going through it. Also, I guess selfishly, I just want to share my passion for research to a larger audience, both inside and outside the academy. While I know right now what I want to write my dissertation on, I want to document my research experience as I embark on my year-long escapade to the archives and how long this potential idea of what I am writing my dissertation on will last before it shifts to something new, fruitful, and beautiful. The teacher in me hopes that being more transparent about the good, bad, ugly, will help be a resource for others considering grad school, or stuck in the trenches of it, something I so desperately wished I had earlier on. 

As school is far from my entire existence, I also want to share Austin highlights because I will die on the hill saying that Austin is one of the greatest cities to live in while going through this whole graduate school shebang. And, as I really love throwing my money at experiences instead of replacing a jacket with a hole in the sleeve, I would love to share my experiences and takes of events. Additionally, FOOD. While I cannot say I am a professional chef, I have been asked by multiple people to be their meal prep chef (I am QAWEEN of meal prep) so I guess that counts for something? So yes, cheap, easy, delicious recipes that you can forget in your crockpot and will still stay delicious, will make regular appearances.

So welcome, and here’s to whatever future this will hold!

-xoxo molson
(wish I could say xoxo Gossip girl) 

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